you saw a girl that was better than the one i saw in the mirror.

you saw the girl i lost a long time ago

you saw the pain and hurt that i went through

you saw my heart

you didn’t see what i saw in you

you didn’t see the lies i saw coming from your mouth

you didn’t see that i saw the jealousy 

you didn’t see how i was breaking because of you

I know that you saw the best in me 

I know you never meant to bring me down

I know all you wanted was for me to be happy

I know you didn’t understand me as well as you thought you did

I see a good person that I have to let go

I see a friendship that is being lost

I see your pain and hurt from this

I see that you don’t understand

No matter what you say, you were never as honest with me as you claimed to be. Nor was I ever completely honest with you though I never tried to bluntly lie to your face. My heart you saw, but you only knew half of it. You knew the part I let you see. 

I can’t hold on to this when all it is doing is bringing me down, keeping me on edge.

I’m going to miss having you as a friend.

But it’s for the best

You saw me

I saw your inconsistancies.

it’s time for me to see me 

and you to realize your wrongs. 

it’s about time i put my mind down on paper 

things aren’t always as they seem

people leave, forget, move on, laugh, smile, change

what does all of this mean?

forgive and forget is a great motto

but it’s easier said than done

people hold grudges all their lives for what

is it really a battle that can be won?

life is too short to live with regrets

yet people have them because they don’t learn from mistakes

live for the moment, do what you want

who has to answer for it for goodness sake?

Love is passion, love is deep, love is everything people seek

and people don’t see the love they have 

love is true and love is kind

love is a lot of things but is it blind?